screeching damsel

when sunset never comes then the moon can't say I LOVE YOU

Letter to the knight in my wonderland #4

Why you’re so silence? Can you speak I love you or just saying Hi, you’re beautiful. Ah! Probably hard to say that. H-A-H-A. Dear, both of my friends now are deeply adore you. ADORABLE. Why you could be that adorable man to any girls (including myself). I’m about to loving you but I realize that plenty of girls will be depressed yeah because they talk to me about you. Thank you for being my adorable ‘imaginary’ letter.  Hopefully one day, you can get a beautiful and adorable lady who aware on those exaggerate ‘thing’ and you deserve it. I’m happy to know you my knight J

 

 

Letter to my Crowned Head in the Land full of Love #3

I was nothing about you and you were nothing about me. I had those kinds of feeling but you, I didn’t know. Somehow that’s better for me to don’t know. Thanks for keeping this precious feeling. It was really mean to me. Hopefully one day we could meet on somewhere that I could imagine now and you could imagine next. For me you’re such a best man that I want. Dad, please don’t be jealous because it was just another prototype of you. Dad, you’re the role model of this beautiful feeling. In the land full of love, hereby I send my letter to you. Yes, to tap your heart.

Week END

Dear God, is there any special moment on weekend beside busy on daily activity? I’m missing that moment. This weekend I’ve asked on Geographical International Symposium (G.I.S) as a notulen (a person who is doing notations regarding the proceedings of a meeting). I was happy because that was my first time as the notulen on international symposium. A new experience for me but these two days on weekend totally grabs a youth girl. Early morning, I went to Faculty of Geography on Saturday then moved to Auditorium of Postgraduate School on Sunday it was WOW! I knew that moment gave me precious experience but then I was tired. If a notulen was sick of it then the committee, SHOULD BE MORE tired -_____-

Anyway, thanks God because I learnt something new and it must be good for my future, hopefully J

 

blu(E)

When you can’t express those feeling

Since you had the new ones

But, the previous still asked you to do more

You need to say NO to him

Your heart vice versa

Badly need him

It was hard but you must leave it

Called move on

Remember many bad things that he gives to you

He said, I was regret

There was no sorry for him

SORRY, it was hurt me

Leaving you was hard 

Too hard and too sweet obviously

just call her blu(E)

She is in blu(E)

Three Years Ago *section four*

That was my answer! You were courageous about that…

 

me : “Ohh, obviously a boy who was yelled to me has forbid a girl who get number 10 but, he couldn’t deny her”

Mrs Esmeralda: “Ok, never mind”

Mrs. Juliasih : “Please introduce urself” (she was serious with her paper, I don’t know maybe she put me on the last score, because of that )

me : “Good morning madam, my name is Fitri Nurani, I’m 17 years old my friends call me fitri. Ilive at Salnya street no 75 Gumilir Cilacap Central Java and I go to SHS State 3 Cilacap I’m in grade twelve and I major in exact, I have one sister and no brother. My father works on Pertamina RU IV Cilacap and my mother is a civil servant”

Mrs Esmeralda : “Wow is a good introduction *my heart axctly said that too, perfectooo* quite good”

Mrs Juliasih: “You said that you come from Cilacap and it’s took a long time, with whom do you come here and where do you stay”

me : “(just tell the truth but not a shame event last night)”

Mrs Juliasih: “Have u ever taken an English Course?”

me : “Yes I have. It’s a private class. I invite my teacher he is from Vocational Training Center”

Mrs. Esmeralda : “Can you tell me about your problem”

me : “(here is the worst answer, and I never told everyone before) Eum, a good problem or sad problem ?”

Mrs Esmeralda : “(whispered wih Mrs Juli, and a little laughing both of them)”

me : “(internalized within mine) huh, silly question. (I said) Yes exactly, everyone has a problem, but think, I dont have a big problem, it just a problem between my sista and me sometime we struggle our argument, no more”

Mrs Juliasih: “Are you a good sibling to your sister?”

me : “Obviously, I try to be a good sista”

Mrs Juliasih : “Why do you want to take English, whereas you choose Nutrition for another selection”

me: “I think that because of I’m majoring in exact, so I think Nutrition is a good too, but now I just wanna enroll English and I love English so much and the most reasons are English also very impotant language in our live because English is an International language in globalisasion era and if we meet foreigner we can communicate easily. (totally, I was lebayyyy banget on that time)”

Mrs Juliasih: “Who ask you to take English ?”

me : “I my self. And then I inform my parents abou my choice in UGM then my parents support me”

Mrs Esmeralda: “If you were accepted, what do you want to be next ?”

me : “(exactly, this is a LIE answer) I wanna be a good lecture (oouucchh NO )”

Mrs Juliasih :”Woww, excellent, why do you want to be a good lecture?”

me : “Because of lecture has a good personality and wide insight so does good in manner *an honest answer* exactly yes”

Mrs Esmeralda: “Ooohh good answer”

Mrs Juliasih: What do you plan to do if you accepted ?”

me : Allright, my plan, I will pray to the God, and is the important things to do is concentrate in exam, for the time being I have to study hard.

Mrs Juliasih: “Ok thank you, hope to see you in English Department UGM”

me : “You are welcome, thank you for your time and consideration (shook their hands)”

 

That was me on the interview test yeah I answered it clearly. I did my best in that time and I wished accept in the UGM. Do you want to know the next story of my Three Years Ago? See you next week in the session #5

Amazing Saturday :D

J’aime beaucoup Saturday 21/04 huyeeeeaaaahh. I was quality time with my friends from English Crew (EC) Gadjah Mada Mengajar #1. We were shopping on 02.30 pm till drop HAHAHA. Our donator from Fighting For Lives (FFL) Finland has transferred IDR 1,300,000 to EC Gadjah Mada Mengajar then we should buy many things to support the students. We bought some 6 Indonesia-English and English-Indonesia dictionaries; 11 posters of transportation, fruits, bodies, animals and vegetables; at the Taman Pintar. After that we bought some gifts for a small competition on the middle of May such as Batik Bags at Malioboro for them to school. When we passed the Taman Budaya we looked at the banner Delayota Art #6. WOW! We decided to went in and fabulous art found there. We saw many painted works, photos, art work, many unbelievable things for High School students. You can see on the photos. We were amazed by them, COOL.


We moved to Galeria Mall to find a Mickey Dictionary at Toga Mas Bookstore. Did you know that we had spent IDR 292,000 at the book store. We bought pencil case, books, pen and dictionary cards. It was 07.00 pm but we were fun in that time. May, would be the last month of Gadjah Mada Mengajar #1 to teach them. We would miss the children anyway. They’re lovable and I couldn’t forget them easily because we’re together from December 2011 and six months almost finished ;’) Gratefully, we had a kind donator Mr. Parvez Alam from Fighting For Lives International when he went to Indonesia then he met us (you can read on the many below posted). Pretty sure! Thanks for many people who had join on our program because if there’s no you we couldn’t do anything. Gadjah Mada Mengajar #1 Terus Mengabdi dan Menginspirasi, Gadjah Mada Mengajar #1 Always Inspiring and Totally for Inspiration.

Met The ‘First’ Ngawi

Last week our KKN team went to Ngawi, yeah we had some project with the ‘First’ Ngawi to talk about our project in July. Why, the ‘First’ Ngawi? yeah, he was the Bupati of Ngawi. He had the highest position in Ngawi region. We were happy become his guest yeah because it was quietly hard to have a quality talk with him.

My chair explained all the programs about tourism theme for our project, he was really detailed for explaining the program. We would have project about tourism in Jamus, about 75 minutes from Ngawi city. It was potential area to develop the agro-tourism or eco-tourism. The potential area need to be support by the Bupati. Alhamdulillah he was really excited to support our program.

The Bupati gave us suggestion and motivation to our program, exactly he wished us to propose the program last September so many departments will have some meetings and coordination, but I think our program slightly good then well planned, so don’t be hesitate Sir :)

Thirty Six Months Ago *section three*

In the morning,

After pray shubuh, I got a breakfast with my father, my uncle, my aunt and my sista. I’m on my sista’s house, her name Lentik she was take PBS when she enrolled in UGM. Now, she was on co-ass program in dentistry UGM. I was obviously terrify, because didn’t know exactly, how was I could face to face in interview test, yeahhh just took it easy !! Then I took a paper, which written a vision  and mission of English Department, so did the SKS from my sista’s UGM book. We went to the Grha Sabha Pramana (GSP) which was the interview test held on. My dad, my aunt and my sista accompany me. We should record the entry test, I got number 9 on interview and it’s about 09.30 am. I sat in a chair, which was many people there, oohh they were so neat and awful exactly. I found many people wear a uniform like from Taruna Nusantara’s school, I met my besties *again, because we’ve met on a previous test* from that school. Ohhh, he was so awesome :D hhehe

 

10.00 am …

 a boy yelled : door 13, next number…

 me : Ohh, It’s mine !! That is the time … (but something wrong, I feel dissapointed … another girl came on then took my room)

 

10.05 am …

There was so many room with a number head on, the term was so mystic, smells competition. Voices hear out, there was many people show his/her talent. I saw on left-right and I just go straight on to find number 13 !!! Room 13, where are you ?? I’m coming to conquer you now, I’m not afraid, I’ll answer the question bravely… hah I got the room … *It was like an expo -the room was-*

Mrs. Esmeralda: “Hello good morning”

me: “Good morning mam *smiling has spread* hhehe”

Mrs Esmeralda: “You’ve just come late it was right ?? Because of the previous number was number 10 and you 9? How come ?”


HAHAHA I did a silly thing! Its absolutely emberassing. You had to follow my story next week :)

Wait me yeyahaaaaa \m/ 

Letter to The Crowned Head in The Land full of Love #2

Letter to my crowned head in the land full of love…

I never take for granted by what are you says about. You’re annoying because you couldn’t differentiate when you have to laugh or to be serious. It’s annoying me. All those answered my wonder, since I knew that she was on your heart. Yeah, that girl. She is beautiful girl in veil, wearing glasses and obviously charming. I bet that I’m losing you. Pity me :’(

I’m still loving you quietly, I don’t wish you answer the wonder but I need you to say to your heart that you’re yes :)

I need you to be more serious while people talking to you because that is your way to respect others. Yeah, the last, I’ll keep my love into you my crowned head :*

Officially Unmarried

Officially Unmarried